the girl with no country

the only thing that matters is the understanding that everyone matters.

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but i, being poor, have only my dreams; i have spread my dreams under your feet; tread softly because you tread on my dreams. - w. b. yeats

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if i write for you, do you think you could read it? savor the words carefully chosen just for your eyes, your ears. for i am personal and i am illegible, in all manners and parts i am how you choose to see me.
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I am a dreamer. I know so little of real life that I just can’t help re-living such moments as these in my dreams, for such moments are something I have very rarely experienced. I am going to dream about you the whole night, the whole week, the whole year. I feel I know you so well that I couldn’t have known you better if we’d been friends for twenty years. You won’t fail me, will you? Only two minutes, and you’ve made me happy forever. Yes, happy. Who knows, perhaps you’ve reconciled me with myself, resolved all my doubts.

When I woke up it seemed to me that some snatch of a tune I had known for a long time, I had heard somewhere before but had forgotten, a melody of great sweetness, was coming back to me now. It seemed to me that it had been trying to emerge from my soul all my life, and only now-

If and when you fall in love, may you be happy with her. I don’t need to wish her anything, for she’ll be happy with you. May your sky always be clear, may your dear smile always be bright and happy, and may you be for ever blessed for that moment of bliss and happiness which you gave to another lonely and grateful heart. Isn’t such a moment sufficient for the whole of one’s life?

Fyodor Dostoyevsky, White Nights (via pavorst)
I can see the sun, but even if I cannot see the sun, I know that it exists. And to know that the sun is there - that is living.
Dostoevsky (via apostlepaulbunyan)

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I’m always on the ending 

end,

the I’m-sure-this-is-better

end,

and I turn back to my

latest collection of 

ts eliot

because he will speak to me

without expecting

much in return,

bookmarking the page 

rather than dog-earing it

is all he asks,

fitzgerald and hemingway,

franzen and dostoevsky

won’t turn me away

or ask for vulnerability

beyond tears shed for

invisible people

I’ll never meet

and I am safe

Man is fond of counting his troubles, but he does not count his joys. If he counted them up as he ought to, he would see that every lot has enough happiness provided for it.
Fyodor Dostoevsky (via sophisticated-cat)

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I say let the world go to hell, but I should always have my tea.
Fyodor Dostoevsky, Notes from the Underground (via ouroboroughs)

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What more do you want? Why do you still stand confronting me, after all this? Why are you worrying me? Why don’t you go?

The Underground man to Liza

Fyodor Dostoevsky, Notes From the Underground

Can I have been constructed simply in order to come to the conclusion that all my construction is a cheat? Can this be my whole purpose?
Fyodor Dostoevsky, Notes From the Underground
It is a sleight of hand, a bit of juggling, a card-sharper’s trick, that it is simply a mess, no knowing what and no knowing who, but in spite of all these uncertainties and jugglings, still there is an ache in you, and the more you do not know, the worse the ache…
Fyodor Dostoevsky, Notes From the Underground
We always imagine eternity as something beyond our conception, something vast, vast! But why must it be vast? Instead of all that, what if it’s one little room, like a bath house in the country, black and grimy and spiders in every corner, and that’s all eternity is? I sometimes fancy it like that
Svidrigailov in Crime and Punishment (via alexandermarr)
Imagine that you are creating a fabric of human destiny with the object of making men happy in the end… but that it was essential and inevitable to torture to death only one tiny creature … And to found that edifice on its unavenged tears: would you consent to be the architect on those conditions? Tell me, and tell me the truth!
Ivan Karamazov (The Brothers Karamazov), Fyodor Dostoevsky (via philphys)

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It’s a curious reflection: what are people most afraid of? Of doing something new, saying a new word of their own that hasn’t been said before—that’s what scares them most.
Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Crime and Punishment (via conitor)

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Purchased 10 books today.

Revolutionary Road by Richard Yates

Crime and Punishment by Dostoevsky

Crime and Punishment (an antique version) by Dostoevsky

Let the Great World Spin by Colum McCann

The Age of Innocence by Edith Wharton

Riven Rock by T.C. Boyle 

The Essential Pablo Neruda by Pablo Neruda

A collection of Hemingway short stories

Close Range by Annie Proulx

Essays by A.J. Liebling

Why am I going there now? Am I capable of that? Is that serious? It is not serious at all. It’s simply a fantasy to amuse myself; a plaything! Yes, maybe it is a plaything.
Dostoevsky. Crime and Punishment.